WORTHWHILE

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WORTHWHILE ————-

JIM PECHA, B.ARCH., MINISTER OF CREATIVITY
copyright 2015, CHRISTIAN ARTIST —————–
Alandrax was always asking me to pose naked for her. It reminded me of when my Mother asked me to pose naked for her when I was seventeen, in a crucified position. She didn’t like males; so i’m not sure if she asked me to pose because of her anger towards males or if she thought I would make a good model. Anyway, after many nude art classes at the university and a few student organized classes where the students took turns being the naked model, to save money, I finally wondered if I could be a naked model. I always thought I would want to be a model “if the purpose was worthwhile.” When Alandrax started painting spiritual content, I finally agreed to pose, but felt inadequate because I wasn’t muscular or well endowed sexually, but she said she wanted an average appearance. She painted in great detail usually; so she captured my smaller penis and testicles exactly. At least I was relatively slender, she didn’t like overweight. This experience with her solidified my partial occupation as a naked model/artist. And as with most naked models I talked with, I had the family abuse in my past; so I felt the abuse everytime I modeled naked, it’s what made posing naked possible. A psycology student once asked me if she could write a paper about my artist/model experiences; so I went to the psycology dept. and talked with her. Everything is anyomous, of course; so I never read the final results. I’m sure she stuck some negative labels on me, because that’s frequently what they do. Being a naked model gave me an expanded perspective on life, I sacrificed myself for art and for someone who needed me, it was a humbling experience. Most everyone could benefit from this type of activity, but most everyone also wants to be the Creator, in charge, not the sacrificed or helper. “Being a naked model can be enriching , full of emotional passion, intellectually expanding, socially rewarding, physically and sexually stimulating, (“if the purpose is worthwhile.” )

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